I am convinced that friendships start by someone throwing a rope...and the other person deciding to catch. But it doesn't end there. Friendships - of the strongest kind - are actually a constant catch and release...each time this happens, the rope gets thicker, but coincidentally, lighter...such is the beauty of friendship.
I have a friend. Well, I'm blessed with a few... but I
have this one particular friend who, well, let's just say that her and I share
the better pieces of our hearts. I am her and she is me and we, together, are a
perfect reflection of the best parts of ourselves. This is my rope to her. I
hope I've thrown it far enough for her to catch...
I remember when you threw the rope to me. I played it cool,
but I caught it. Secretly gleeful and holding as tight a I could without you
noticing. It seemed from the start our friendship was written in the books of
time as lasting forever. . . it seemed that there never was a moment that we
didn't know each other. As a matter of fact, time is FOR us in our friendship -
I just thought of this. Time has given us the gift of
As the years went by, we each sat in our rowboats
tossing the rope back and forth - though in reflection, it seems that you tossed
a LOT more than you caught. My wild heart shouted secrets to yours and your
gentle kindess coralled my spirit and helped point it Home.
asked now how I ended up where I am, your name is quick to come up...I use words
like 'rock,' 'hope when I was hopeless, rest when I was restless,' 'understands
the words in my heart when they can only come out as tears.' And these are just
SOME - I could go on and on. So, friend, I know that I know that I know that YOU
know all these things...but I wanted to remind you. Because I'm throwing the
rope. You catch.
I always had the questions. You always had the
answers.. and they usually went like this "God says this...let's pray about
that...you can find the answers in this book of our bible..." Your constant
shepherding, your compassionate heart, and most of all your steadfast faith were
and are an inspiration.
But it seems that things have changed a bit.
The armor was off so the arrows were able to hit the soft spots in your heart.
Each step was weighted with the burdens you carry. And while 'running on fumes'
lasted a while, the peace in your heart is now pretty much empty..but let the
peace of God rule in your heart. You say you know what you need to do - and I
believe you. I believe IN you with all of my heart. BUT what I want you to do is
ACT on it.
If I look with my wide-view lens ... you know, the one
that God lets me borrow every once in a while? ... I can see that this will
unfold according to the way that will entirely glorify Him. And you know - cause
you tell me all the time - that how He delivers is not necessarily in the way
that we expect or want, but it is ALWAYS in the way we need. And isn't hindsight
ALWAYS 20/20? Press on, friend. Fight the GOOD fight. Have patience that the
burdens you shoulder can be lessed through grace with a dash of prayer for good
measure. Even though the pathways may seem crooked, and the signs may be
unclear, trust that He put you on the road you are on because the final
destination is MUCH better than you could imagine. Do not carry fear in your
heart about the journey - instead, carry hope.
And as Jesus is
carrying you right this very moment, I pray you know that so am I. I storm the
gates of heaven for your every need. I shout louder than the praise of the
angels so that God Himself, in His throneroom, hears my pleas on your behalf.
And though I may join those same angles in a resounding chorus of "holy holy
holy is the Lord God Almighty!" I am sure to petition the needs and prayers in
my heart as well.
I threw the rope, friend. I know you caught it. My
prayer is that you are able to pull it in, pull it tight and feel the love that
I soaked in every fiber. 'Cause it's there. I am beyond grateful to be in the
place I am - the place you helped me get - because now I have the opportunity to
do for you what you've done for me...and while I doubt my ability to do it as
well as you have, I know that my heart sings of the hope that you may not be
able to see yet...But I do.
Love and light, dear